today, i finally realised that i arent my old self anymore.
the words and things i do seem be to be contradicting with each other constantly.
whatever happened during the past few months dont seem to belong to me.
its all so unfamiliar.
i never did put such high hopes on something before.
never.
its unlike me.
no i didnt regret having that little dream,
but instead, regret being so foolish to actually believe something that sound like the most wonderful miracle in this world.

and realising for the first time in my life,
i have been reading way too much fairytales and watched an overly huge amount of happy-ending HK dramas.

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